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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Two months exactly. Creepy.

Daphne Loves Derby is finally coming to San Diego. They will be playing at the Epicentre on March 11. I wonder who is selling presale tickets for them. Oh yeah, that's right. Yours truly is. Freaking idiots. Freaking idiots. Freaking idiots.

Fred & George work on this computer.

I am home too often. Someone should do something about this.

Combat babyyyyyy. Com-bat ba-byyyy.

MySpace is all the rage nowadays. Cool. I have featured a picture of Senor Vasquez in mine. It is so sweet.

You want nothing to do with me. Youuuuuu want nothing to do with me.
I don't know what to do with you. 'Cos youuuuu don't know what you do to me.
Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel
the beating of your heart baby (ah)

Head Automatica. Yeah. Metric + Head Automatica is sweet.

Know what's sweeter? Daphne Loves Derby. Yup. I haven't spoken to Heather-Feather in like 2weeks. I'm having a penpal withdrawl.

I have Spice Girls and NSync on my iPod.

K see you in 2 months again.


Monday, December 27, 2004

Currently Playing
A Santa Cause
By Various Artists
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One awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year
is for you to dedicate your
last breath to me before you
bury yourself alive.
Don't come home for Christmas,
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree.
Merry Christmas, I could care less.


Um..I guess that was fun to type..? I really enjoy that song.

Ok; so I got an iPod for Christmas. Pretty sweet huh? Yeah, I know. Except I have a computer that does not like to cooperate with me. Definitely sucky that I cannot use said iPod of which I've decided to name George. Also, about a week ago, my dad bought me a digital camera that is beautiful and looks like sweetness mixed with ohsweetLord of which I've named Fred. So basically, I like to give my appliances great names like the Weasley twins in Harry Potter. But none of their chords will cooperate with my computer. No good. So hey, get me a new one.

I also got the Garden State soundtrack which sounds like heaven. And the movie in fact comes out on Tuesday. But Hesse's buying it for me 'cause I'm buying Napoleon Dynamite and we're practically best friends forever whether he enjoys it or not.

It's cool our family knows not a thing about stocking stuffers. I swear, I didn't taste a single candy cane this year. Which is odd, I guess.

So, Jed's pretty much a thug4lyfe. He was rapping a Ludacris song for me. Hey, that's cool. He also likes cellulite. Um, attractive, yes?



I do not like the Daphne livejournal community people. Because they're so stupid and write the same posts. "Hi, I'm __name here__ and I love Daphne Loves Derby but I wish they'd play __some east coast state__ because that'd be like so rad." Ok, shut up. I don't care who you are. We know you love daphne otherwise you would not be in this community. And it is hard booking shows that are out of state and nowhere near them. I'd like to severely injure each person who writes something like that. Because it wastes my time. Though I must not have a lot of time considering I'm always on this non-cooperating computer. But apparently, Daphne will be playing 2 east coast shows. Hmmmmm what's closer to Kent, WA. San Diego or New York? So, I'm pretty much mad at the east coast.

Ok xanga, see you in about 2 months?
I've watched 6/7 discs of the OC in 2 days.........


Friday, November 05, 2004

I've been preparing for a show for over a month but I'm not going anymore so I'm pretty much upset about that. I thought I was going to see UnderOATH/Coheed &Cambria tomorrow but they're sold out. And I thought my cousin bought the tickets already. But he told me he didn't when I finally got ahold of him. Also, my mom won't even let me go see Arliss for free in San Marcos.

On top of that, I'm looking for a new best friend. Christie hangs out with immature boys and they get on my nerves so forget that. She spends more time with them than she does with me. This weekend, she's going to the beach with them. She never invites me places. I need new friends. Friends that make plans with me. I'm so bitter.

I still haven't gotten my DLD EP/Shirt yet. I don't think I ever will.

School was a waste. I got called a b*tch today by some stupid girl. Devin says she looks like a retarded Winnie the Pooh. And it's funny 'cause it's true.


I'm gonna go listen to some depressed music. Or maybe some classical music..like Chopin. I want to play piano like him. It's sooo amazingly insane.

http://www.purevolume.com/thisprovidence
They're so good.


Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Currently Playing
They're Only Chasing Safety
By Underoath
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Look at all those baaabes.



It's been raining so much and it's beautiful. "You're so emo" shut up. I want to play in the rain like when I was a kid and I didn't care about getting wet and gross. And when having fun was all that mattered and you didn't care what anyone else thought. I'd say growing up sucks but I know I haven't grown up much (not just my height). I still sing and dance in class to Bill Nye the Science Guy. The only part of me that's grown is my attitude.

Yeah, OK whatever.

Kenny Choi (not Chu): "AP magazine is going to do a small article on us in the December issue"
I've never been so excited. Daphne Loves Derby has got to be one of the most amamamamazing bands ever ever ever birthed. What is it that makes me love them so much? I feel like a teenybopper..Like this is NSYNC all over again (JUSTIN > JC, by the way).

It's now sort of late October. I haven't updated in the longest time. Why bother, though? OH YEAH because I've got nothing better to do. I ordered a shirt & EP from DLD (I like acroynms. They're fun) and I have a pen pal who is girlfriends with Kennenenenenny.

I hate school and I wish I could just quit. But I'm no quitter. Heck no. Ok, maybe on some things...

Your eyes shoot me at a distance and on the floor lay shards of glass from my crystallized heart. "OMG YOU'RE SO EMO!!!" Shut up, I write when I'm bored. Leave me alone. I wish I could write meaningful lyrics. I can tell "I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed" is going to be the next "With my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt." I wish I could write something that would be all over the internet. I wish I was an artist. Any kind. Whether it be with paint and pencils and stuff or musically. Any culture of art. Love it, love it (that so reminded me of my aunt...<3).



That's Kenny as a baaaaby. Hahahahahahha awww.

Listen to MaraLinn. Why does everyone have MySpace these days? It's ok...I do, too. For the scene kids of the world. Sweet.


Monday, September 27, 2004

Currently Playing
Translating the Name
By Saosin
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So...no one looks at this anymore. Today sucked. I hate school..and homework....and your face. Yeah, consider yourself served...or something. Freshmen are stupid. They think they own the school and that they're so TUFF..Like this one kid named Nick Gousha or some other gay last name..I was trying to advertise the Saosin/Arliss show on Saturday and I kept repeating it and he's called me annoying or something. Stupid uncool freshmen. I hate them.
I also asked my history teacher how his weekend was and he said "Moderately acceptional.." Who says that?? I like it, though. I'm gonna have to steal that from him.....yeah word.
Yeah..my posts are still dull. Yes I still freaking love with Daphne Loves Derby. I also love Saosin. And I also love your mom. OOOHHH.
Thanks for my UnderOATH CD back, finally..Goshhhhhhhh.

SAOSIN + ARLISS AT SOMA, SATURDAY OCTOBER 2ND AT 7:30 PM.



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