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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 21:57:29 GMT

Two months exactly. Creepy.

Daphne Loves Derby is finally coming to San Diego. They will be playing at the Epicentre on March 11. I wonder who is selling presale tickets for them. Oh yeah, that's right. Yours truly is. Freaking idiots. Freaking idiots. Freaking idiots.

Fred & George work on this computer.

I am home too often. Someone should do something about this.

Combat babyyyyyy. Com-bat ba-byyyy.

MySpace is all the rage nowadays. Cool. I have featured a picture of Senor Vasquez in mine. It is so sweet.

You want nothing to do with me. Youuuuuu want nothing to do with me.
I don't know what to do with you. 'Cos youuuuu don't know what you do to me.
Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel
the beating of your heart baby (ah)
Head Automatica. Yeah. Metric + Head Automatica is sweet.

Know what's sweeter? Daphne Loves Derby. Yup. I haven't spoken to Heather-Feather in like 2weeks. I'm having a penpal withdrawl.

I have Spice Girls and NSync on my iPod.

K see you in 2 months again.

Monday, December 27, 2004

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 10:32:53 GMT

One awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year
is for you to dedicate your
last breath to me before you
bury yourself alive.
Don't come home for Christmas,
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree.
Merry Christmas, I could care less.

Um..I guess that was fun to type..? I really enjoy that song.

Ok; so I got an iPod for Christmas. Pretty sweet huh? Yeah, I know. Except I have a computer that does not like to cooperate with me. Definitely sucky that I cannot use said iPod of which I've decided to name George. Also, about a week ago, my dad bought me a digital camera that is beautiful and looks like sweetness mixed with ohsweetLord of which I've named Fred. So basically, I like to give my appliances great names like the Weasley twins in Harry Potter. But none of their chords will cooperate with my computer. No good. So hey, get me a new one.

I also got the Garden State soundtrack which sounds like heaven. And the movie in fact comes out on Tuesday. But Hesse's buying it for me 'cause I'm buying Napoleon Dynamite and we're practically best friends forever whether he enjoys it or not.

It's cool our family knows not a thing about stocking stuffers. I swear, I didn't taste a single candy cane this year. Which is odd, I guess.

So, Jed's pretty much a thug4lyfe. He was rapping a Ludacris song for me. Hey, that's cool. He also likes cellulite. Um, attractive, yes?

I do not like the Daphne livejournal community people. Because they're so stupid and write the same posts. "Hi, I'm __name here__ and I love Daphne Loves Derby but I wish they'd play __some east coast state__ because that'd be like so rad." Ok, shut up. I don't care who you are. We know you love daphne otherwise you would not be in this community. And it is hard booking shows that are out of state and nowhere near them. I'd like to severely injure each person who writes something like that. Because it wastes my time. Though I must not have a lot of time considering I'm always on this non-cooperating computer. But apparently, Daphne will be playing 2 east coast shows. Hmmmmm what's closer to Kent, WA. San Diego or New York? So, I'm pretty much mad at the east coast.

Ok xanga, see you in about 2 months?
I've watched 6/7 discs of the OC in 2 days.........

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 00:55:17 GMT

I've been preparing for a show for over a month but I'm not going anymore so I'm pretty much upset about that. I thought I was going to see UnderOATH/Coheed &Cambria tomorrow but they're sold out. And I thought my cousin bought the tickets already. But he told me he didn't when I finally got ahold of him. Also, my mom won't even let me go see Arliss for free in San Marcos.

On top of that, I'm looking for a new best friend. Christie hangs out with immature boys and they get on my nerves so forget that. She spends more time with them than she does with me. This weekend, she's going to the beach with them. She never invites me places. I need new friends. Friends that make plans with me. I'm so bitter.

I still haven't gotten my DLD EP/Shirt yet. I don't think I ever will.

School was a waste. I got called a b*tch today by some stupid girl. Devin says she looks like a retarded Winnie the Pooh. And it's funny 'cause it's true.

I'm gonna go listen to some depressed music. Or maybe some classical music..like Chopin. I want to play piano like him. It's sooo amazingly insane.

http://www.purevolume.com/thisprovidence
They're so good.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 05:21:16 GMT

Look at all those baaabes.

It's been raining so much and it's beautiful. "You're so emo" shut up. I want to play in the rain like when I was a kid and I didn't care about getting wet and gross. And when having fun was all that mattered and you didn't care what anyone else thought. I'd say growing up sucks but I know I haven't grown up much (not just my height). I still sing and dance in class to Bill Nye the Science Guy. The only part of me that's grown is my attitude.

Yeah, OK whatever.

Kenny Choi (not Chu): "AP magazine is going to do a small article on us in the December issue"
I've never been so excited. Daphne Loves Derby has got to be one of the most amamamamazing bands ever ever ever birthed. What is it that makes me love them so much? I feel like a teenybopper..Like this is NSYNC all over again (JUSTIN > JC, by the way).

It's now sort of late October. I haven't updated in the longest time. Why bother, though? OH YEAH because I've got nothing better to do. I ordered a shirt & EP from DLD (I like acroynms. They're fun) and I have a pen pal who is girlfriends with Kennenenenenny.

I hate school and I wish I could just quit. But I'm no quitter. Heck no. Ok, maybe on some things...

Your eyes shoot me at a distance and on the floor lay shards of glass from my crystallized heart. "OMG YOU'RE SO EMO!!!" Shut up, I write when I'm bored. Leave me alone. I wish I could write meaningful lyrics. I can tell "I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed" is going to be the next "With my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt." I wish I could write something that would be all over the internet. I wish I was an artist. Any kind. Whether it be with paint and pencils and stuff or musically. Any culture of art. Love it, love it (that so reminded me of my aunt...<3).

That's Kenny as a baaaaby. Hahahahahahha awww.

Listen to MaraLinn. Why does everyone have MySpace these days? It's ok...I do, too. For the scene kids of the world. Sweet.

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 04:34:48 GMT

So...no one looks at this anymore. Today sucked. I hate school..and homework....and your face. Yeah, consider yourself served...or something. Freshmen are stupid. They think they own the school and that they're so TUFF..Like this one kid named Nick Gousha or some other gay last name..I was trying to advertise the Saosin/Arliss show on Saturday and I kept repeating it and he's called me annoying or something. Stupid uncool freshmen. I hate them.
I also asked my history teacher how his weekend was and he said "Moderately acceptional.." Who says that?? I like it, though. I'm gonna have to steal that from him.....yeah word.
Yeah..my posts are still dull. Yes I still freaking love with Daphne Loves Derby. I also love Saosin. And I also love your mom. OOOHHH.
Thanks for my UnderOATH CD back, finally..Goshhhhhhhh.

SAOSIN + ARLISS AT SOMA, SATURDAY OCTOBER 2ND AT 7:30 PM.

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 04:08:59 GMT

NEW LAYOUT !!@$#&*%

Anadivine, yo. Sadly, I do not have any MP3 files of their music. If someone could find one for me, I'd be very obliged...whatever that means.

School started .... three weeks ago and it is pretty boring. Except Hesse & Steve no longer hate me. Steve's my BFF as in best friends forever. & Hesse and I borrow stuff from each other.

I quit tennis. It was a waste of time 'cause Christie & I hardly ever went. But it is quite fun hanging out in the Trainer's room with Hesse & Kurt and stuff.

Today;; I felt useless. And I didn't want to do anything but listen to music or watch Saved By The Bell....and pee. I want to go on a trip far far away. Or drive to the mountains and watch stars. Or go camping!! At a lake!! And swim in a lake! And then roast marshmellows. I am so bored......... I want to watch Case Closed because I haven't seen that show in forever. And it is one of the best (anime) shows out there.

I miss Kailie. I want to go back to Arizona...but not babysit as much. Too bad I'm not allowed to go back 'til next summer.

I hope school goes by fast. I want a break real soon.. I wish fall would feel like fall. & Winter would feel like winter. I hate the "summer all year long" business. It's crap. I haven't felt rain in so long..too long.

Hahhaha I am addicted to drama... not on screen but in real life.. between friends. I don't care what goes on between them, I just find it funny..the stupid reasons they're fighting.. Stefanie & Ashley are fighting over Peter. Peter's the man. If I were in this fight, I'd win 'cause he & I are BFF forrealz.

Happy Birthday, Brenna!

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 19:46:37 GMT

Today is Erin Marie Siller's birthday..I'm making her a mixCD 'cause mix CD's are the coolest.

I am now an owner of the Letter Kills CD which in my opinion is dang good. And I still haven't stopped listening to Daphne Loves Derby. These guys are so....wonderful. "Amazing" would probably be an understatement.

Stu, Jason, Kenny. Daphne Loves Derby owns my heart.
I have first period with Steve Palomino again. Hahahahha I'm gonna have so much fun with that 'cause that kid likes to make fun of me a lot and I bother him saying "hi" every five minutes.

I can still get in places as a 10 year old......and I'm 15. Just think, when I'm 18, I'll be able to pass as 12......maybe. We'll see.

My mom wouldn't buy me Donnie Darko yesterday and it was only fifteen bucks. My goodness. I need money. I'm so broke, it's terrible. I should probably get a job..or...being old enough for a job works, too. My dad said he'd buy me a digicam and I'm hoping he's serious 'cause I really want one even though New York sucks and it got lost there. LalalalaLAME.

Ok; I got nothin else.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 11:31:10 GMT

http://www.purevolume.com/daphnelovesderby
They have a new song up and I think you should listen to it because I haven't stopped listening to it for three days. It's too brilliant for words and somewhat different from their other stuff.

I'm watching Full House right now since it is 5 in the morning ... I should really start going to bed early 'cause school starts on the 23rd. I still have to do the dishes.. Geeze, I'm such a procrastinator. I need to stop.

News:
- I've now been 15 for a week...and it wasn't too great.
- Spencer is no longer part of Daphne Loves Derby and as much as it breaks my heart, it is probably for the best of the band and he says he's cool with it. I wish him the best of luck though 'cause he is probably one of the nicest guys ever.
- My mom finally ordered the bag I wanted..It's over 40 dollars =/.
- My new buddy, Heather has told me so much about Daphne Loves Derby since she's been friends with them since before there even was a DLD and I appreciate her so much. She's hilarious.
- I wish someone would buy me the Letter Kills CD & the Down To Earth Approach CD.
- Diane says she's going to make me another mix tape?cd? I don't know but I love her so much, she's totally awesome.

EMAIL ME MAGNIFICENT STORIES AT MY NEW EMAIL ADDRESS: valerieisstupid@yahoo.com k?

I'm sorry my posts are so dull. I wish I were more insightful. I'm sorry that I'm not.

In case you want the Daphne Loves Derby site again, it is:
http://www.purevolume.com/daphnelovesderby

Monday, August 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 07:38:27 GMT

i know it says i'm listening to underoath...which i am. but i don't have that cd. i'm just very thankful for rhapsody.

ok so anyway...i was forced to go to the water park and i wasn't planning to go in the water cause i was too mad that i HAD to go when i dont like water parks a bunch but the CD player my cousin gave me didn't work (such crap!) it's ok though cause i sat in the front and got to pick the righteous tunes for our um..not so long road trip. nobody in the car liked my music...but i say that as if i cared if they did. blablabla we got there blablabla i go in the wave and my sunglasses that i bought in new york for six bucks break and there is no way to fix them...so that sucks. i dont know why a lot of people like going towards the end of the wave thing..all the action's in the middle. it's like a big mosh pit over there. i love it. the funny thing is..i think i got more injured there than any show i've ever been to. either more .. or just as much. i got elbowed quite a few times by some fat women. and people need to find shorts that fit. you have no idea how many times i saw some buttcracks.

so that was my day.

i want to go to nick's house on wednesday with a bunch of friends. that would be fun since tuesday i'm doing absolutely nothing..which is actually the day of my birthday. i guess going out the day after it isn't too bad. but i also have registration...i hope i get classes with some friends. and i hope there is a way to replace pretty baby..well not replace..but close. i mean, kim & i need something to do during lunch.

i'm boring. kthx bye.

Friday, July 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 10:11:21 GMT

My birthday is on Tuesday and I will be fifteen. I think you should all buy me stuff.

Buy me that & I'd be your best friend..FOREVER!My cousin is going to see Atreyu tomorrow. I like them but I don't listen to them that much..but ETID will be there! OMGZZ!

Oh yeah, I wanted to go to the beach & have a bonfire for my birthday..but I don't see that happening anymore. My mom has school in the morning & my sister's working. So I won't be doing anything for my birthday which sucks. And I don't think I'm getting anything from anyone, either. W00t. Happy 15th birthday to me..pff.

I saw Emery (for the third time) & Copeland like on Friday or something. It was so good. I missed Christie, though. But Chelise & I had fun watching Jordan & his friends dance during Copeland. Copeland is really good live.

Ok THE END. Leave comments now or I will be .. sad?